Wednesday, November 17, 2010

ilang tao nba ang naringgan q at nsgsabng naiinggt cla dahl STRONG dw aq..
Strong?
strong nga b?

cguro kng ang definition ag paggng strong ay ung kaya mung mgsmile inspite evrything wasnt seem so right?..,
cguro nga strong aq..

aq kc ung klase ng taong hndi plakwento s iba..kht super open n nla sakn.. sumtyms they also call me selfish..pro thats wat i am..

auq lng..o taqt aq mgmukang pathetic s harap ng iba..i`d rather die alone in my own pain.. kesa ishare ang problema. alm q nmnang wla rn clang mga2wa e..

me mga pgkakataon n ngbbreakdown dn aq,
im crying my heart out most of the times..
like i wanted to shout it out so it woudn`t hurt anymore..

but then ..
crying is the best thing i feel like doing.
i`m not as strong as they think i am..

i just have to take some break in my own space,and for sure i`ll be better.

s.m.i.l.e

Sunday, June 13, 2010

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

Thursday, April 1, 2010

small world

chef d Angelo...
yan ang bagong track ng buhai qu...
araw arw pumapaxok pra makumpleto ang 280 hours required time ng summer ojt qu...
xempre nung una kabdo kc ibang world nanman ito.
completion of requirements...
interview and presto!!! tannggap aqu..

and nagcmula n nga ang panibagong chapter ng life qu...
dto nrn ndagdagan ng bagong characters ang buhai qu..

sir elmer
mam aileen
chef rey
chef chris
chef marlon
kua jerwin
kua michael
kua romeo
kua vincent
ate fe 
ate lheny
ate erlie

--sana uala aqung nkalimutan--

cla ng staff and crew ng chef d Angelo...

hahahhaha.. akala more more pressure cla kxama kc ahead cla samen ng ilang years.. pero as usual mali nanaman aqu.
Kasi super enjoy nla kxama s dining at s kitchen. nageenjoy nqu at the  same time natuto p..
Grabe enjoy tlaga iexplore ang earth, lalo n kng mga ganitong klase ng tao ang mamimeet  mo on your way.
kaya pla mai mga tao n ang pangarap ay mg-around the world. kasi our planet is full of wonderful people to meet.

kasalanan qu p ata..

nasubukan mu nb ang isang tao?...
i mean through sign?...
tapos nagsisi k lng s huli...


ganun  kc  ung feeling qu. ung pakramdam n it`s all my fault bkt xa nawla.. bkt xa umalis..

cguro nga kasalanan qu.. kc i ask for a sign.. hindi aqu ngparamdam skania ng matagl..
just to figure out if he would still be there kht mwala aqu...
xmpre natuwa  aqu ngparamdam xa nung v-day.. but what i didin`t know is last n pla un..

and sad to say nawala xa..
ngaun aqu nagsisi sana d nlng qu nghingi ng sign...

now i`m missing him a lot =(

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

attorney in me

i`m getting tired =(

i was thinking these passed few days.. i`m thinking to take some break..

er..
pag gnawa qu un 4 sure i`ll be missing a lot
i wanna take my studies seriously this time but there`s this force pulling me back from all the plans i have ahead...

well karma strikes and it alredy hit me.. so hard that i feel in the ground... =(

am i that selfish???!! am i that bad???!!!!
okay...
most of them says yes!!!
what the f **k!!!

i`m just trying to defend myself!!!

please do your own thing as much as i am doing mine...

i`m tired of those none sense, bragging comment of you guys bout me..

i just chose to love myself a little more and if that`s how you define selfishness...
well then maybe,
i am selfish..